181014 = 6 years

Happy anniversary to me n d husband. Moga dikurniakan jodoh berpanjangan dan kekal hingga ke syurga. Amin ya robbal'alamin.

It's a bless to have u n Muaz Muiz Azzahra in my life...mmuahhhhh!!

Let's have a cup of cappucino

I just landed from Guangzhou @ 530am after 3 and a half hour flight. Now waiting for my husband and my kids to fetch me here in klia. Missed them a lot. Why not? Let's have a cup of cappucino while waiting for them ;)

I'm leaving for China again

Hi, long time no see. My time is running out. So many things to do yet so little time. I need a break. I need a vacation. I want to stay at home and relax. 

Well, I am reading my previous entry now. Throwback my work visit to China last year. Yeah I was 6 months pregnant at that time. And now the little girl is already 1 year old and 4 months. Alhamdulillah. She must be a strong girl I guessed coz she's been traveled to zhuzhou since her 6 months in my womb.

Talking about China, yes I'll be leaving for China again on this coming Tuesday. Will go to the same factory, same hotel but for another project. Will fly to Guangzhou and get high speed train to zhuzhou. Through my search from several websites, the best time to visit China is generally either spring (March to May) or autumn (September to early November). Wah...how lucky I am...hehe. Alhamdulillah. Last visit in 2013 was in early March and next visit is in October. It's so-called just-nice weather. But I think the four season especially summer and winter trip do not give you so much problem as long as you are mentally and physically prepared. The most precious is the experience that you get right. 

Well, this upcoming trip remind me the case of MH370 and MH17. Both of these two tragedies were very close to my job environment. Mixed feeling! Huhu....

Of course I'll be missing the three of them my beloved Muaz, Muiz and Azzahra. Stay tune with abah n mama will come back after 5 days. Love u all!!~

Buah hati bonda

Suka tengok keletah anak-anak ni hari-hari. Ada yang menghiburkan, ada yang menggelikan, ada yang menyentuh hati dan ada juga yang menggeramkan. Alhamdulillah atas kurniaan-Mu yang amat berharga ini. Bantulah kami untuk mendidik mereka dan lindungilah mereka dari perkara-perkara yang tak diingini. 

Muhammad Muaz memang pandai bawa diri, buat hal sendiri. Pandai berkawan. Tapi paling mama tak tahan bila dia conquer tv. Segala button remote control serah kat dia. Bila mama 'menyinga' semua tak berani...hehe. Pandai buat homework skang tanpa disuruh. Am very proud of u son! Keep up the good work. Dengar cakap mama ni. Good!

Yang seorang lagi ni my chombie Muhammad Muiz. Makin manja lak la ni. Ngan adik pun jeles juga. Kuat menyakat aragen. Banyak dah vocabnya. Memang geng abang ni. Apa abg buat semua dia ikut. Part mama tak boleh tahan bila pagi-pagi sebelum p school 'i love u mama'. U r so lovely son! Always melt my heart. 

My one n only daughter (at d moment ;p), aragen (kata Muiz). Of course the paling manja one. Has the most deep dimple of us all...hehe. Putih suci namanya (bak kata mak ngahnya). Dah pandai jalan. Aktif bercakap bahasa dia. Pandai berdikari sangat sebab dah masuk nursery as early as 6 month. Good girl sayang! Boleh than juga join abang-abangnya main. Mama yang risau.

Moga permata hati mama ni sihat selalu dan sentiasa dilindungi, dan mendapat rahmat dan kasih sayang-Nya. Ameen...

Syawal bakal melabuhkan tirai

Esok genap 30 Syawal 1435H. Jap je masa berlalu. Walaupun Syawal bakal melabuhkan tirai, riang ria raya masih dirasa sebab hari ni jamuan raya di ofis. Enjoy the pic ya! ;)

 Bos layankan aje saya nak amik gamba hadiah besday tu...haha ;p

Bertabahlah

Hari yang penuh suram, hari yang penuh kesedihan. Walaupun tidak berlaku dalam keluarga saya mahupun kenalan namun kesedihan masih dirasa. Apatah lagi ahli keluarga, adik-beradik penumpang dan anak kapal MH17. Tak dapat dibayangkan jika saya berada di tempat mereka. Adakah saya sekuat mereka? Semoga mereka sentiasa tabah dan redha dengan pemergian insan tersayang. Sangat beruntung kerana jenazah didoakan dan solat jenazah oleh seluruh rakyat Malaysia.

Sesungguhnya kematian itu pasti. Bila dan bagaimana saat mati itu hanya Allah yang tahu. Berdoalah sentiasa semoga kita mati dalam keadaan husnul khotimah. Amin...

Gugur juga air mata ni bila tengok gambar ni. Sebak... :'(

Source: Insta paknil

Didoakan juga semoga semua usaha yang dilaksanakan ke atas MH17 dan MH370 dipermudahkan dan diberi petunjuk oleh Allah SWT.

Syawal 1435H

Salam idulfitri. Maaf zahir batin dari kami sekeluarga ;) banyak entri tertangguh ni...ingat di hati nak migrate terus ke insta. Tp sayang plak kat blog ni

This is nice

"I do whatever I feel is right and don't care if somebody or anybody can't deal with that. That's not my problem. I will not change who i am to suit u. if u don't like it, tough. u can say anything about me as u please, but i am what i am. and that is something u can never be.

Life is a boomerang, what u give, u get back."

Source: Sis blog. 

Geng mama

Ara girl

What else to blog...

It is all about them ;)

Legend cake in the making

Nak naik moto beso katanya

Gegirl always gegirl

Lovely daughter again~~

She is 9 months old ++ now ;)) Lebiu!!

Pic was captured by abah ;)

Story bout my beautiful girl ;)

Today was her second day in 'new' school. Did I mention the 1st school before? Hopefully everything was fine. I know ara was a good girl n she tried to adapt with the new environment, teacher n her friends (5 of them). There were two girls there. Ara n two other babies will b taken care by one teacher. I wished her teacher would treat her affectionately.

Ya, her 1st school in January. What happened? Due to some reason, ara was sent back to my mom. Not because of child abuse. My mom felt lonely without her grandchild around. N due to some other factors in school made me hold her registration. I gave my mom two months more...hehe. I believed to my instinct as a mother. Well, Allah the Almighty showed me the truth. Alhamdulillah. My decision not to send her to the same school was in line with the story I heard. *I got plan for Muiz*

Same like all mothers out there, I wanna give the very best indeed for my children. Me and husband did some survey bout other school and ya we did find one. Not bad. Clean. One teacher 3 babies. My heart felt very calm when I spoke to the owner.

I just came back from her school during lunch hour and saw my anak solehah was sleeping...;)

Her milestones at 8 months++ - tumbuh gg sebatang - sit on the floor - crawling x yah citer ;D

p/s: Yeyeahhh!! I managed to take care of my 3 kids alone while my husband was away for 2 days outstation. *my 1st time* Quite challenging especially in the morning when u rushed to the office, make sure their mood was ok, ask them to take bath. Can't wait to see u dear husband ;p Pulanglah segera...hihihi

Brother-sister bonding

...will last forever ;)

The day he was 2

This moment must be jotted down here even though a bit late from the real date. It's all about my love and anje Muiz. He could speak word by word and sentence by sentence every day. Clever boy! He even understood my instruction especially when I asked him to throw away rubbish. I felt very proud of u son! Mama loved to listen to your voice in every single minute. I know your sister, Azzahra attracted to you the most! And mama or abah should be with you all to keep an eye on you both...hehe.

Time flies so fast. Yes you were already two on the13th January 2014 but you always be my super duper cute baby. Love you soooo much darling! Love to smell your neck even though there's no smell that I like most *ashemmm* ;p. Same like your brother and sister. Mama and abah always pray for your health, safety, behaviour and be the best what ever you did in your life. Mmmmmuahhhhhhh!!~

Minion lover! Tq mngah for minion toy.

U r big boy already ;)

Hard to capture ur face nowadays coz selfie is ur obsession now...heh

   

I feel complete!

Alhamdulillah our holiday became reality last December. Langkawi was our choice for the fifth time instead of travelling abroad *angan2*...hehe *couldn't remember how many times we'd been there*. Even though it was short vacation but we felt very happy and satisfied. Spending time together was the most valuable moment to us. Nothing could beat our love, spirit and strong relationship to each other. I love them much much! Ya Allah please gave us miracle. Only U know what's the best of us.