Buah hati bonda

Suka tengok keletah anak-anak ni hari-hari. Ada yang menghiburkan, ada yang menggelikan, ada yang menyentuh hati dan ada juga yang menggeramkan. Alhamdulillah atas kurniaan-Mu yang amat berharga ini. Bantulah kami untuk mendidik mereka dan lindungilah mereka dari perkara-perkara yang tak diingini. 

Muhammad Muaz memang pandai bawa diri, buat hal sendiri. Pandai berkawan. Tapi paling mama tak tahan bila dia conquer tv. Segala button remote control serah kat dia. Bila mama 'menyinga' semua tak berani...hehe. Pandai buat homework skang tanpa disuruh. Am very proud of u son! Keep up the good work. Dengar cakap mama ni. Good!

Yang seorang lagi ni my chombie Muhammad Muiz. Makin manja lak la ni. Ngan adik pun jeles juga. Kuat menyakat aragen. Banyak dah vocabnya. Memang geng abang ni. Apa abg buat semua dia ikut. Part mama tak boleh tahan bila pagi-pagi sebelum p school 'i love u mama'. U r so lovely son! Always melt my heart. 

My one n only daughter (at d moment ;p), aragen (kata Muiz). Of course the paling manja one. Has the most deep dimple of us all...hehe. Putih suci namanya (bak kata mak ngahnya). Dah pandai jalan. Aktif bercakap bahasa dia. Pandai berdikari sangat sebab dah masuk nursery as early as 6 month. Good girl sayang! Boleh than juga join abang-abangnya main. Mama yang risau.

Moga permata hati mama ni sihat selalu dan sentiasa dilindungi, dan mendapat rahmat dan kasih sayang-Nya. Ameen...

Geng mama

Ara girl

What else to blog...

It is all about them ;)

Legend cake in the making

Nak naik moto beso katanya

Gegirl always gegirl

Lovely daughter again~~

She is 9 months old ++ now ;)) Lebiu!!

Pic was captured by abah ;)

Story bout my beautiful girl ;)

Today was her second day in 'new' school. Did I mention the 1st school before? Hopefully everything was fine. I know ara was a good girl n she tried to adapt with the new environment, teacher n her friends (5 of them). There were two girls there. Ara n two other babies will b taken care by one teacher. I wished her teacher would treat her affectionately.

Ya, her 1st school in January. What happened? Due to some reason, ara was sent back to my mom. Not because of child abuse. My mom felt lonely without her grandchild around. N due to some other factors in school made me hold her registration. I gave my mom two months more...hehe. I believed to my instinct as a mother. Well, Allah the Almighty showed me the truth. Alhamdulillah. My decision not to send her to the same school was in line with the story I heard. *I got plan for Muiz*

Same like all mothers out there, I wanna give the very best indeed for my children. Me and husband did some survey bout other school and ya we did find one. Not bad. Clean. One teacher 3 babies. My heart felt very calm when I spoke to the owner.

I just came back from her school during lunch hour and saw my anak solehah was sleeping...;)

Her milestones at 8 months++ - tumbuh gg sebatang - sit on the floor - crawling x yah citer ;D

p/s: Yeyeahhh!! I managed to take care of my 3 kids alone while my husband was away for 2 days outstation. *my 1st time* Quite challenging especially in the morning when u rushed to the office, make sure their mood was ok, ask them to take bath. Can't wait to see u dear husband ;p Pulanglah segera...hihihi

Brother-sister bonding

...will last forever ;)

Azzahra@6 months

Alhamdulillah zara turns 6 months today. Still bf. Mama's best achievement of ebf up to 6 months. Abg2 exclusive up to 5 months je. After 5 months bf+fm.

To me the 1st 6 months is very important. Dapat exclusive 6 months dah cukup baik. Then klu dpt continue fully bf after 6 months kira bonuslah. So dis time maybe gegirl relax2 aje. Malam tak jaga langsung nak susu. Mama had ample time to pump 2x at home. Lunch hour blk. Pump at office untill 4 months++ je. Biasalah kerja. N now no more pump at office coz lunch hour blk bf zara n pump kat rumah jela. Alhamdulillah stock ebm masih ada lagi.

Target x tinggi mana but at least the critical 6 months was over. Yeay!!! 

Frust juga sbb abg2 dah di introduce fm as early as 5 months...huhu. Xpela sebulan je awal *ayat penyedap hati* Pengalaman jadi pengajaran. 

@Cowboy town

Zara was here. Tapi x best sbb xde abam2 n abah. Btw zara sangat2 good girl staying with mak ngah ;)

In front of abah's camera

Lil girl with d pooh ;)

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Hari ni genap anak daraku, Azzahra berumur 5 bulan. Alhamdulillah zara masih bf exclusively. Moga bertambah-tambah lagi rezeki anak-anakku tersayang.

Yay!! Move on zara!

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Feel frustrated n shocked at the same time. Why some people tend to 'ambil kesempatan' towards others. I never saw this kind of attitude before. This was sooo ashamed. I didn't care whoever you were. What's ur position was unless u r OKU. If u were really muslim and did respect others u wouldn't do this kind of thing. Bare in mind, u were using the word 'pinjam'. Let's wait n see whether u came back to me or not. If yes, ya u r honest but I couldn't accept ur attitude. If not, ya u r really really bad and I knew u had the intention to do so since from beginning. Uhhh...how could I 'bersangka baik terhadap orang lain' when this thing happened to me? *sigh*
 After all I'm just a human being...

Buah hati mama abah

Golek2 santai ;)

Turun-temurun

Heheh

<3

Zara d very very good girl masa mama outstation.

Cayang dia!!!

Zara@3 months++

Audiology test done!
Pass!
Zara now 6.78 kg
Alhamdulillah

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'Az pandai eja KERETA mama, C.A.R' hehehe

Hehehe

I'm gegirl ;)

Sleep tight baby

;))

Preparation

1 for training

1 for stock-up

N Rumble Tuff (kawan mini e)

'Bunga' @ 2 months++

Pinky n Zara new look

Mama excited dapat baju pink...hehe. Thank you aunties for d gift.

Saya dah pun berwajah baru. Hari ke 44 baru cukur. Hmm x dpt pahala sunat hari ke 7. Mama suka la tu dah habis pantang ;)

Masanya telah tiba~~

Semalam check-up adik Muaz dan Muiz sebulan. Alhamdulillah mama dan adik sihat. Adik dah 4.8kg. Saat-saat kelahiran adik Muaz Muiz masih terbayang lagi. Totally different from previous delivery. Delivery Muaz dan Muiz memang lebih kurang sama je. Bersalin normal, 38 minggu++ , tanda sama, waktu sakit yang sama (time org tgh syok tido 2 3 pagi) dan bersalin waktu pagi. Muaz 7.40 pagi, Muiz 4.30 pagi (cepat skit sbb no 2)

Kali ni? Totally different. Adakah sebab beliau seorang puteri? Hanya Allah yang tahu. By the way memang pengalaman baru untuk mama. Selalunya kita akan based on previous experience. Dats y dah ambil cuti awal. Sebelum ni x pernah ambil cuti awal pun. Tup tup hari ni kerja, esoknya bersalin. Kali ni standby lebih awal. Tapi dah 40 minggu rupanya tak bersalin lagi. Kalau keje pun, rasa memang dah x larat dah bila masuk 39 minggu.

Kalau ikutkan anak ketiga lagi senang bersalin. Orang cakap la. Genap 40 minggu (130613) masa follow-up check-up di hospital baby masih belum engage. Doctor scan, baby breech. Adalah bahaya sekiranya berlaku contraction waktu ini. So doctor decide for LCSC esoknya. Adeh...Caesar? Cemana plak rasanya ni? Redha dan berserah saja. Saya tau ada hikmah di sebaliknya kerana Allah Maha Mengetahui segala-galanya yang terbaik untuk hambanya. Jam 11 malam warded dan kena puasa.

Boleh senyum tapi dlm hati Allah je yg tahu

Tepat jam 11 pagi 140613. Saya dibawa ke OT. Jumpa pakar bius dulu. 1st time kena bius. Separuh badan jer. Risau je tgk jarum nak masuk ubat bius kat tulang belakang. Sib baik jarum tak sebesar nak amik air tulang belakang. Gerun!! Start operation 1130 pagi. Baby out 1157 pagi. Terasa sangat lega masa ni. Baby pun nangis. Saya dengar je apa yg doktor cakap masa operation. Siap nampak lagi masa dia tengah jahit. Sy senyum je bila nurse tunjuk baby girl. 3.2 kg. Muka sebijik abang dia Muiz. Alhamdulillah. Jam 1.00 tengahari selesai. Letih dan lesu sangat. Dengan tak makan. Rasa nak muntah. Tak larat betul rasanya.

Alhamdulillah ada adik yang sudi meneman malam tu untuk tolong saya walaupun baru balik dari Jelai, K. Pilah. Tq MNgah. Husband cannot stay. Nak g toilet pun tak larat. Esoknya baru boleh bangun. Mulalah saat berpantang. 2nd nite di hospital cuba berdikari sendiri. Nak harap adik lagi sian plak. Masing2 nak balik tempat kerja dah. Sumenya dok jauh2.

Till now luka luar dah baik. Cuma luka dalam still rasa menyengat. Yang penting Azzahra binti Mohd Azryil Azimie telah selamat dilahirkan. Semoga anak mama ni membesar dengan sihat, sentiasa di bawah lindungan, rahmat dan kasih sayang-Nya. Jadi anak yang solehah ye sayang...Mama luv u!~

Azzahra@38 days