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"Whether it is at work or in other areas of life, parents often experience personal or professional sacrifice to some degree for the sake of their children. Sometimes this sacrifice feels more pronounced; other times parents would not even call it sacrifice.

Adjusting our attitudes and choosing how we will approach parenting is a worthwhile but challenging task. However, living with unrealistic, unachievable expectations and resulting disappointment is undesirable and unproductive"

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Both job and family are equally important. When u have job u get pay. On the other hand, kids also need u especially when u have a baby. Yeahhh a baby needs attention and special care depends on their mood. And it can be unpredictable sometime. Am sure all moms know and understand this situation. Sometimes, plan stays as plan when u have to consider your baby boss😁😁 There are days when u need to ‘berkepit’ with them all the time, play with them and so on. 

Therefore, I feel so ‘berat hati’ to leave my so chomel n chubby baby Mirza at nursery at this moment. It seems like I have to continue see.em.ea…again.

People say u won’t get everything in life. U may lose something good, but u may gain something even better. I may lose seniority, but looking my baby growing up and direct feeding him are the priceless moment. And I cannot turn back time. At least, I have time blogging too…haha.

After all, rezeki di tangan Tuhan🙂

Tujuh puluh dua

Happy birthday abah yang ke-72 tahun ini

Abah tetap di hati kami semua💓

Perginya pada 7 Ramadhan (9 April) tahun lepas merupakan satu kehilangan buat kami sekeluarga😢

Hanya doa yang mampu kutitipkan buat abah yang dikasihi

Semoga segala dosanya diampunkan dan diterima segala amalannya

Semoga abah dijauhkan dari azab kubur dan azab api neraka

Dan masukkanlah abah ke dalam syurga-Mu

Semoga abah tergolong dalam kalangan orang beriman dan beramal soleh

Aamiin YRA

Terima kasih atas kasih sayangmu yang tak berbelah bagi

Segalanya yang terbaik demi anak-anak tersayang

Jasa dan pengorbananmu memang tidak terbalas

Sayang abah💓

My January baby

Thirteen of January Two Thousand Twelve

Setiap kali masuk tahun baru maknanya birthday my hero no. 2 dekat dah. Segalanya cepat tentang anak soleh sorang ni dari kecil lagi. 

Mama masuk labour room kul 4.00 pagi. Kul 4.30 pagi dia keluar dah. Alhamdulillah...so lovely baby boy💕 

Toilet train pun cepat maklumlah follow je apa abang buat. That's why 2 tahun setengah dah tak pakai pampers. 

Masuk tadika pun cepat. Umur 3 tahun dah masuk CIC. Geng abang juga. 

Tumbuh gigi kekal pun cepat, sebelum gigi susu tercabut😁

Now sangat abang2 sebab very protective bila kat sekolah jaga adik Ara. Jaga adik baby pun pandai. Boleh tolong mama😘 Walaupun abang2 still manja mama lagi. 

Anyway, Selamat Hari Lahir Ke-11 anak soleh mama, Muiz. Tahun ni UPKK ya. Moga jadi anak soleh, terpelihara akhlaknya dan cemerlang dunia akhirat. Mama loves u sooooo much!😘

Long time no see

Wahhh...lamanya tak masuk sini. Godek2 balik, baca entry2 lama...kenangan sungguh la😍. Anak2 yang dulu masih kecil semua dah makin membesar sekarang. Itu maknanya mama pun semakin menginjak usia. Hari tu, anak sulung bgtau dia search nama dia tetiba keluar gambar2 dia dalam blog mama ni😅 Silakan baca ya. Moment2 indah abah ngan cucu2 pun ada. Rindunya abah. Setiap hari tak pernah tak rindu😢 

Dah masuk hampir 2 minggu dalam tahun baru ni. 2022 memberi banyak kenangan yang tak dapat dilupakan. Terutama kehilangan abah tersayang di bulan Ramadhan. Moga abah tenang di sana dan tergolong dalam kalangan orang2 beriman dan beramal soleh. Masa ni si comel mama no.5 dah 3 bulan dalam perut. Peneman mama uruskan atuk keluar masuk hospital. Ingat lagi buka puasa dengan sebiji kurma dan air mineral saje di balai polis dek kerana misscommunication by the doctor...hmmm. Kul 12 tengah malam baru menjamah nasi. Alhamdulillah mudah semuanya. Takdelah angin, loya bagai.

Now si comel dah 3 bulan++.

Oppsss...dia dah bangun. Next time kita tulis lagi kalau rajin hehe.

Sementara jadi temporary housewife ni😀

Alhamdulillah😘

Thank you very much!

Best of 2015

1. Muiz is 3 (celebrate on 18 Jan 2015)
2. Muaz n Muiz's Sports Day in CIC (9 May 2015)
3. Weekend getaway in Pantai Batu Hitam Kuantan (16 May 2015)
4. Jalan2 Ganu visit Adam sambil menikmati ICT n SCT (4 - 7 Jun 2015)
5. Azzahra is 2 (14 Jun 2015)
6. Ramadhan Road Show CIC @IOI Mall (12 July 2015)
7. Hari Raya of course (17 July 2015)
8. Aqiqah Azzahra di Luit, Maran (29 Aug 2015)
9. Muaz is 6 @Cameron (19 Sept 2015)
10. Trip to Semporna Sabah (Beautiful Island - Pulau Mataking, Siamil, Ligitan n Sebatik) (5-7 Oct 2015)
11. Visit to Farm In The City - 5 minit dari umah mak (25 Oct 2015)
12. Muaz's Convocation Day in UM (15 Nov 2015)
13. Muaz's Registration n Orientation Day @SKPP14(1) (28 Dis 2015)
14. Jalan2 Cameron ngan Atok n Wan (31 Dis 2015)

After a year...

1st Feb 2016

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Ok la tu setahun sekali hapdate..huhu
Selamat Tahun Baru 2016 semua
Semoga tahun ni lebih baik dari tahun2 sebelumnya
Muaz darjah satu sudah. Beso dah anak mak.
Sejuk hati balik skolah last week bagitau..."Mama, muaz jadi Ketua Kelas KAFA" hehe
Mama doakan yang baik2 je untuk anak mama semua

Luv ya all...

1st entry in 2015

It's been a long time since my last entry in October last year. Lotsa things happened in between n I missed to jot down the happy things here. My second trip to China, our short visit to Bukit Gambang Safari Park, beautiful beach in Krabi, Muiz new school n his 3rd birthday, n especially my beloved sons n daughter milestone. Blame my 'job' now ekekeke...

Will try to update sooner 🐛🐢🐝

181014 = 6 years

Happy anniversary to me n d husband. Moga dikurniakan jodoh berpanjangan dan kekal hingga ke syurga. Amin ya robbal'alamin.

It's a bless to have u n Muaz Muiz Azzahra in my life...mmuahhhhh!!

Let's have a cup of cappucino

I just landed from Guangzhou @ 530am after 3 and a half hour flight. Now waiting for my husband and my kids to fetch me here in klia. Missed them a lot. Why not? Let's have a cup of cappucino while waiting for them ;)

I'm leaving for China again

Hi, long time no see. My time is running out. So many things to do yet so little time. I need a break. I need a vacation. I want to stay at home and relax. 

Well, I am reading my previous entry now. Throwback my work visit to China last year. Yeah I was 6 months pregnant at that time. And now the little girl is already 1 year old and 4 months. Alhamdulillah. She must be a strong girl I guessed coz she's been traveled to zhuzhou since her 6 months in my womb.

Talking about China, yes I'll be leaving for China again on this coming Tuesday. Will go to the same factory, same hotel but for another project. Will fly to Guangzhou and get high speed train to zhuzhou. Through my search from several websites, the best time to visit China is generally either spring (March to May) or autumn (September to early November). Wah...how lucky I am...hehe. Alhamdulillah. Last visit in 2013 was in early March and next visit is in October. It's so-called just-nice weather. But I think the four season especially summer and winter trip do not give you so much problem as long as you are mentally and physically prepared. The most precious is the experience that you get right. 

Well, this upcoming trip remind me the case of MH370 and MH17. Both of these two tragedies were very close to my job environment. Mixed feeling! Huhu....

Of course I'll be missing the three of them my beloved Muaz, Muiz and Azzahra. Stay tune with abah n mama will come back after 5 days. Love u all!!~

Buah hati bonda

Suka tengok keletah anak-anak ni hari-hari. Ada yang menghiburkan, ada yang menggelikan, ada yang menyentuh hati dan ada juga yang menggeramkan. Alhamdulillah atas kurniaan-Mu yang amat berharga ini. Bantulah kami untuk mendidik mereka dan lindungilah mereka dari perkara-perkara yang tak diingini. 

Muhammad Muaz memang pandai bawa diri, buat hal sendiri. Pandai berkawan. Tapi paling mama tak tahan bila dia conquer tv. Segala button remote control serah kat dia. Bila mama 'menyinga' semua tak berani...hehe. Pandai buat homework skang tanpa disuruh. Am very proud of u son! Keep up the good work. Dengar cakap mama ni. Good!

Yang seorang lagi ni my chombie Muhammad Muiz. Makin manja lak la ni. Ngan adik pun jeles juga. Kuat menyakat aragen. Banyak dah vocabnya. Memang geng abang ni. Apa abg buat semua dia ikut. Part mama tak boleh tahan bila pagi-pagi sebelum p school 'i love u mama'. U r so lovely son! Always melt my heart. 

My one n only daughter (at d moment ;p), aragen (kata Muiz). Of course the paling manja one. Has the most deep dimple of us all...hehe. Putih suci namanya (bak kata mak ngahnya). Dah pandai jalan. Aktif bercakap bahasa dia. Pandai berdikari sangat sebab dah masuk nursery as early as 6 month. Good girl sayang! Boleh than juga join abang-abangnya main. Mama yang risau.

Moga permata hati mama ni sihat selalu dan sentiasa dilindungi, dan mendapat rahmat dan kasih sayang-Nya. Ameen...

Syawal bakal melabuhkan tirai

Esok genap 30 Syawal 1435H. Jap je masa berlalu. Walaupun Syawal bakal melabuhkan tirai, riang ria raya masih dirasa sebab hari ni jamuan raya di ofis. Enjoy the pic ya! ;)

 Bos layankan aje saya nak amik gamba hadiah besday tu...haha ;p

Bertabahlah

Hari yang penuh suram, hari yang penuh kesedihan. Walaupun tidak berlaku dalam keluarga saya mahupun kenalan namun kesedihan masih dirasa. Apatah lagi ahli keluarga, adik-beradik penumpang dan anak kapal MH17. Tak dapat dibayangkan jika saya berada di tempat mereka. Adakah saya sekuat mereka? Semoga mereka sentiasa tabah dan redha dengan pemergian insan tersayang. Sangat beruntung kerana jenazah didoakan dan solat jenazah oleh seluruh rakyat Malaysia.

Sesungguhnya kematian itu pasti. Bila dan bagaimana saat mati itu hanya Allah yang tahu. Berdoalah sentiasa semoga kita mati dalam keadaan husnul khotimah. Amin...

Gugur juga air mata ni bila tengok gambar ni. Sebak... :'(

Source: Insta paknil

Didoakan juga semoga semua usaha yang dilaksanakan ke atas MH17 dan MH370 dipermudahkan dan diberi petunjuk oleh Allah SWT.

Syawal 1435H

Salam idulfitri. Maaf zahir batin dari kami sekeluarga ;) banyak entri tertangguh ni...ingat di hati nak migrate terus ke insta. Tp sayang plak kat blog ni

This is nice

"I do whatever I feel is right and don't care if somebody or anybody can't deal with that. That's not my problem. I will not change who i am to suit u. if u don't like it, tough. u can say anything about me as u please, but i am what i am. and that is something u can never be.

Life is a boomerang, what u give, u get back."

Source: Sis blog. 

Geng mama

Ara girl

What else to blog...

It is all about them ;)

Legend cake in the making

Nak naik moto beso katanya

Gegirl always gegirl

Lovely daughter again~~

She is 9 months old ++ now ;)) Lebiu!!

Pic was captured by abah ;)