For the past couple of years, i did like outstation because i wouldn't be sitting for hours in the office. It was kind of release even though i still doing my core business outside but just in different environment doing some kind of drugs monitoring rather than sitting in front of PC blogging doing paper, minutes or whatsoever. In fact, i was a bachelor at that time so it would be easier as i just packing and bring myself. Furthermore, i didn't have to think much about family and any other commitment.
But as time goes by...(peace yaya! hehe)
Everything had changed. I got married. I still remember mid last year we went to state hospital in JB, Penang and Kuantan and stayed up to 3 or 4 days for each hospital. And i was pregnant. It's about 6 to 7 months pregnancy. Just imagined how worried i was when i get into the flight. There were so many hearsay here and there and I didn't want to think about it. Alhamdulillah...Muaz is now 15th months old. The best part during the visit was I got the opportunity to visit the labor room. Of course it was so exciting. First experience la katakan dan bakal melaluinya la masa tu..hehe.
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| I was doing my job ;) |
In fact, when i was at 32 weeks pregnancy i had to go for a course in Penang. I wondered. Can I fly? hehe. The guy who in charged at the check-in counter looked at me weirdly. Maybe he didn't expect this woman at 32 weeks pregnancy still on board..hehe. He then asked for a permission letter by the doctor. Yes i got it. In fact, before boarding i had to fill up a form which was like an agreement saying that...i forgot la....sort of responsibility and safety bla...bla...bla..I just prayed for our safety and selawat banyak2. Alhamdulillah..again Muaz is now 15th months old..;)
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| Were were visiting a pharmaceutical factory based in Penang during the course. Had to wear their uniforms for cleanliness purposes. Oh yes! Muhammad Muaz is in my tummy. |
During at that particular year, abah also traveled for a few times. I was loving it thus i could stay at my mom's house when he was not around..haha. Luckily my mom's house was just 15 minutes from our house. What if it was the other way around? I had no choice. Since I had two options so why not? Sekali-sekala is OK. But living alone without husband by your side tak syiok jugak. Tak boleh nak bermanja-manjaan ;p My 32 weeks pregnancy was quite challenging. Almost a month he was not around because there were lots of interview session at that time. I always whispered to my baby : Tunggu abah balik ye sayang..;) Alhamdulillah..one day after he came back Muaz was safely delivered.
And abah currently working at the new place but still travel outside. And now we were being left again because he went for a course in Kuantan and will be back on Saturday. What to do? SYMP kan. One thing I realized I could be independent when i was single mingle but as I got married the independent mode had tuned to the dependent mode..hehe as everything must be done together. Tak syok shopping sorang2 sbb kene kluar duit sorang2 ;p And my car of course he is the one who take care of it right now. Esp bab pump tayar and check air segala bagai. I am not doing it anymore.
Coming back to outstation. Since i have a child i always pray that i won't be working outside anymore. Family is number one. Only once in August this year i'd gone to PD. It's not only me. I brought both of my heroes and abah had to take leave. And for sure no more this year as it is gonna be end soon. Hopefully, no more next year and the years ahead. Anak masih kecik ni tak sampai hati la nak tinggalkan. Kalau dah besar tu lain citer la.
Everything has changed when you have family and same goes to the commitment that we have. So many things that we have to think about. I quote what Yaya said...This is why I hate being an adult..hehehe.
